My life right now

Boy has my life changed since I last blogged. I no longer have a husband. Or rather I'm still married but he lives at his mom's. And now I need to figure out my life without him! I want him back more than anything. I would do anything. Except be walked on. He says he left me because he wasn't in love with me anymore. It felt like a ton of bricks fell out of the sky and landed on me. I am still sifting through the rubble. He says he fell out of love with me because he couldn't depend on me. I don't know why. I know I don't clean house like I should but hell now I'm so damn busy I'm lucky if I get a bath every night. I didn't always pay our bills on time, but that was because of our money situation. I personally think he wants someone else. A bitch named Brandy. Anyway enough of my pity dump. I'm gonna do my homework and hope school goes well tomorrow. Night all!!